Lately, I've felt like my life is so pointless. I mean, I'm in grade 12 and all, so I'm graduating, but I feel like there has to be so much more to life than just this. Nothing really makes sense anymore. Sure, I have goals to work towards, but it sure feels like they're useless. Okay, so I have to graduate. And I have audition for schools for music, and get my ARCT, but those goals seem... kind of stupid. It's like I'm just drifting along life, with nothing happening.
It also feels like I'm drifting away from everything. From friends (especially friends), family, church, etc. I know God's there to help me along, but life's unfulfilled.
I want this grade 12 year to be over, and for me to be in university already. Then, go and study abroad in Europe, to get away from everything. I want a new life, new friends, and new opportunities. But for now, I'm stuck here in my small life, with an unfulfilled life.
What do I do?
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